Thursday, September 11, 2008

Who am I?

Hey Everyone!
I am not quite sure about who I am. I will just say what I am a very competitive person. Every time I am on a volleyball court I always try to do my best so me and my team can beat all the other teams that we come up against. I am religious, by the way...... I am Christian. I am a girl, if you didn't know that already.
I am stubborn, but love to laugh and smile. Like, most of the time I can't stop smiling. I love the color teal because whenever I see it, it makes me think of the ocean. For some reason, I've always loved the ocean. I don't know why, I just do. I am a believer, and a dreamer. I know that I am meant for something big. I cannot live without music, and it really sucks because I haven't been able to listen to my iPod lately because it is one of the ancient video iPods and it doesn't really work all that great, anymore.
If I could, I would dance everyday. I can't help dancing when I am listening to music, especially Alternative music. For some reason, I can't stand rap..... I can deal with anything but rap.
My dad is a lawyer, which makes it very hard to argue about something I want with him. He always seems to win. My mom is a four-year-old teacher who is very stubborn but always seems to find a way to laugh at herself. Like this one time when we were on our way to see some family, we were dancing and singing along to a song in the car and then this guy is just looking at my mom from another car and is laughing his face off. We sped away laughing like crazy. Then there is my sister..... there are no words in any language that can describe her. I have a dog, a beagle to be more specific, and his name is Scoop. He is really annoying because like everyday at about 3:00 am he comes up to the door and just scratches at it because he wants to come inside. Luckily I don't have to deal with it because when I sleep, I am dead. My mom says that I could sleep through a hurricane if I wanted to, and I probably could.
I have always been a fan of musicals/plays. Even though I never really thought I could sing, I've always loved to do it. I never sing in front of people/sing seriously in front of people. My mom always seems to listen to me when I am singing, which is really embarrassing.

Ugh...... I don't really like talking about who I am because I am not quite sure who I am. It just seems awkward talking to a bunch of people about myself. I don't know........ I'm about 5'5, if that seems to interest you. I saw the Olsen twins once when they were filming that one movie in the Bahamas..... ya that was fun. You know the weird thing about me liking plays/musicals and wanting to be something more, I have never been to any major cities like New York or Hollywood before.
I am a fan for the movies though. Every night, pretty much, I always stay up late and just watch movies that make me laugh, cry (which I don't do that much when I am watching a movie), and want to be in the movie with them. I love most movies that I watch, I can't remember a movie that I didn't really like. I am a very loyal person who doesn't tell other peoples' secrets because I forget them the next day, I promise you that always happens to me.
I have a lot of friends, and I always try to be nice to them because if I don't then I will feel awful until I tell them why I would be mad at them for something. That leads me to another thing, I have a conscience....... and it always seems to be there making me feel bad for something I do or say to someone. I can't really hold a grudge for very long because I'm just not the kind of girl that can go without smiling at someone or laughing with them for a really long time.
I can be shy... but it's really weird because, like, I am most shy when I am with people who I have known ever since I was a little kid than I am with people I have never met before. I don't know, I guess I am just weird that way

Well........... I guess that is all I can think about for who I am. Thanks for reading this "very interesting" blog.

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Break it Out

I'm moved when I see it
You gotta feel it, oh
Troubled with the TV on
Feel so devastated
And activated
Oh come on
Come on lets see some action
I say it's no secret
So don't you keep it
Come on and get on the floor and just...

Break it out
Get it all out
And start freakin out
Just so we can make it out
Get off your feet and
Make this count
Ohhh

Oh friends please excuse me
I'll put it loosely
I'm sick and tired of sitting down
I can't help but see the reasons
To what I'm reading
Oh the coffee mornings in this town
I'm done with ignorance is bliss and for this
I'm gonna hu, hu, hurry
And get up, get out
Make this be for something
Or else it's all just nothing

Break it out
Get it all out
And start freakin out
Just so we can make it out
Get off your feet and
Make this count
Ohhh yea

When I started this
I knew it was not just for this
Selfish pleasure of my own
Not for me, but for my oath
My oath
My oath

Break it out
Get it all out
And start freakin out
Just so we can make it out
Get off your feet and
Make this count
Ohhh yea

Break it out
Get it all out
And start freakin out
Just so we can make it out
Get off your feet and
Make this count
Ohhh yea

This song always makes me think of some kid sitting around with his friends, probably doing nothing but watching TV. Then he just gets up and runs out of the room and goes outside. Like, when I heard this song for the first time I couldn't help dancing and singing along with the song. I mean, you can tell that the guy in this song is just tired of usual routine days and just wants to do something different with all the normal things that happens each day. Now whenever I hear it, I always want to just go outside and run a mile. The guy that sings this song makes it so convincing that he just wants to get up and just totally spazz out! My favorite part is when he says that part about "when I started this...." because it tells that he feels that he was always meant for something more than he is. The thing is if he was selfish about what he wanted to be and do, then he might be preventing himself from doing something great in what he was doing. Also he would probably be letting other people down and be letting himself down if he doesn't at least try to make something of himself in what he was doing, then he definitely wouldn't be able to make something of himself doing something else. That is how everyone feels every once in a while, and I feel like it a lot.

 
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